I'm struggling. I'm really, really struggling and I'm gonna admit it right now.

I know what I'm doing is wrong. And I know God doesn't like it. And that's why I'm not praying. And that's why I'm not reading the Bible. Because I like what I'm doing and I don't want to stop.

But God is gonna get to me. He always does. He always will. I'm not gonna let myself stay in this sin. He's not going to let me stay in this sin. That is why I love my Lord.