Saturday, January 23, 2010

What a horrible week this has felt like. It's had it's pleasant moments.

Lunch with a good friend.

Flowers on my doorstep.

The one night of rush I got to attend.

It's also had crap.

Work hours seem to drag on.
My lower back has a pinched nerve.
Last night my chest tightened up. It hasn't loosened up since.

I'm having a migraine/panic attack and I'm at the 24 hour point. Please stop now.

Being anxious about nothing makes no sense. It also makes me depressed. I start thinking about all the reasons for me to be depressed or anxious and it starts a cycle.

Arguing doesn't help. Can we stop that soon plzkthx.


Anonymous said...

I love you. I wish I lived there just so we could make up for all the lost time. Please come visit me.

I think I had the absolute worst panic attack I have ever had the night before last. I don't think I have ever freaked out so badly. I threw my phone at a wall, I couldn't stop sobbing. It was insane. I know I need to see someone. I know.

I love you. I hope your week gets better, puddin'.