Monday, July 5, 2010

I haven't written in a while. I notice that I tended to write on my bad days, so that's kind of a good thing. But I think that a lot of times I don't realize I'm having a bad day or several until I look back on it. And I wonder if it gets to be bad because I don't write and don't get things out before they build up. The hard part for me is figuring out what the problem is when I'm doing okay. Because until doing poorly, I don't always realize. To be honest, I sometimes don't figure it out till years later.

I have masking problems. They cover up what the real issue is. I have to work like an archaeologist, slowly, carefully brushing away the dirt that's built up over the years to uncover the big find.