So if I say I'm a canvas painted bright red, what are the implications of that?

I'm at work. Updating on my phone. I have a few new things to cross off the list, but I don't think I can do that on my phone.

I keep saying I wanna look for a gym with Sarah but then I work and never get back with her so we stlill haven't done it.

Someone just pooped in the break room and it smells bad. Ewwwww

bye the way, I got maybe 1 hour of combined sleep last night and I'm like wide awake hyper. Can you tell?

ps...

Kateeee:

I just saw your comment and went to check out your blogs, but they're private! Saaaad :(

Here's an update:

Community college still hasn't sent my transcripts and degree to real college so...I probably won't get classes for the fall term. Yay for trying really hard to stay up-to-date with school and...getting behind again.

Boys suck.

Um, boys suck again.

I'm getting depressed again. But, instead of crying all the time, I'm just really aggravated and numb to everything else. I guess numb isn't the right word. I feel everything. And it hurts more than it should. But I don't cry and I don't get angry. I just sulk.

I feel like I've lost a lot of friends.

I feel like I'm ugly.

I feel like I'm prettier than the three girls, you lot chose.



I read HP7 again. And I lurved it and want to read it again. But I'm gonna read 6 and then read 7 again haha.

If I ever stop playing WoW. I hit 60!

Sad, that's the one thing I'm excited about.

Pill(ow) talk

Pill talk:  I don't need fancy words but when will I find a guy that's excited enough to talk about me to shout my name to the tops of the status mountains. 

I don't need to get laid. In fact, getting laid would probably make me more depressed. If that
makes me a chicken...albeit I'm a chicken.

I can do it. I can go for days. I won't give in. I won't give in.

I will not let myself be used again. A slap on the wrist if that's what it takes.

Vacation is coming at the perfect time.

So I'm in bed writing on my sleeping pill. There's been a lot of stuff I've wanted to write about recently but even though only like 3 people read this blog, I was afraid of the judgement I might receive.