Tuesday, November 30, 2010

I am not sure how to further explain to anyone that I am struggling with myself right now. That I am unhappy. That I fear and crave change. That I crave healing. And how this affects my relationships. How can it not? You can't expect me to be there for you when I can't hold myself together. Of course I'm going to explode. Or implode. And I don't know which is better right now.