I don't mean to be mean.

For real.

I'm just tired and confused.

You aren't getting the slow thing. No matter what you think.

I'm sorry it hurts your feelings. But I'm trying to do what I feel is best. And diving right in is not that.

Leads to heart ache and grief.

And i've already got that.

I feel like I have a novel to write.

I feel like there's been too much death recently.

I feel too much.