Maybe it's the weather

So maybe it's the weather that's making me feel this way. Maybe it's the relationship, or the friendship, or my poppa. Or all of them combined. But I am feeling down.
No appetite.
None at all.
Sleeping late.
Staying up later.
Pushing through the tiredness.
I wanna stay home.
I wanna do nothing.
I wanna go out.
I wanna party.
And forget about everything.

I wanna do something wild. Something different. Something to make me not feel.

But I've been here before, and I don't think that's the answer.

Ps. I need to brush my teeth.